What are the most important things needed to live a good life?
I was going to say money, but that, for me, would just make life easier. For me to have a good life, I need my family and the love between us. I need my friends and their support. I also need my own mental well-being. The last one is sometimes the hardest, but I try at least. Kitt ☺️
I feel I am ridiculous. I have so many fears. Many I can work through, and others are just a full stop for me. The worst part is that there is almost no rhyme or reason to my fears. The ones I have found work around too are mainly because I really don’t have a choice if I do not want to become a hermit in my house. I force myself to do them as best as I can. Others, I just can do. But I think that is the same as anyone. The difference is in our success rates with forcing ourselves to do things.
Today has been a day of me overthinking. That is never good. I feel like I know what I need to do, but I can’t wrap my mind around the how behind it. My mind feels disconnected in many ways. I really hate when this happens. It makes getting things done very hard.
I am going to bed early tonight. Hopefully, I will be able to get a little more sleep to help clear out the fogginess.
Night night, sweet dreams, may the night bring you good thoughts and a better day! Kitt ☺️
I am a nervous person in general. Most things make me nervous. Yet, I still do things. I try not to let it stop me. Or, at least, nor let it stop me much. Kitt ☺️
Describe a decision you made in the past that helped you learn or grow.
When I met my ex-husband, I was young and stupid. One of my best decisions was realizing I was worth more than the way he treated me.
My life with my husband now may not be all sunshine and roses, but it is full of love. Never once have I questioned that. Something I can not say about my ex. Divorce was one of my best decisions. Kitt ☺️
Some days are just harder than others. Today was a down day for me. I didn’t sleep well. I woke up sad and overwhelmed. I have felt off all day. I truly believe it’s because of all the issues we are having in getting this insurance for the chalet. Thought it was all taken care of, then yesterday find out it was not. The company said they would call back the same day, but they did not. It is just so much. I think today it just all hit me really hard. 😕
This is true, and I know it. But sometimes, it’s hard all the same. But I keep trying to fight through. 😤
Besides all that, I got a few things done, so that was good. I did post some pictures of the finished clay tombstones under picture time 4-13-2024 if you want to check them out.
I am going to try and sleep away the down feeling. Tomorrow, I start on the welbutrin. I hope it starts to help sooner rather than later. But I will take what I can get. Kitt ☺️
You read that right. Yesterday, I took the day off for the most part. I talked with hubby and tried to help with his freak out about the little shop we are trying to get. Thought we worked some stuff out. Sadly, it wasn’t as much as I thought. But it’s okay. One of his issues was settled today because though I took yesterday off, today I got us insurance!!!! And at a much better rate than we were being quoted. Yay!!!
Tomorrow, I will call the woman and set up a time to see her so we can pay her and do the rest of the paperwork and get our keys. Then we can go into the little shop and start cleaning and mapping out how we want to set it up. Yay!!!!
In case you were not sure… lol
Besides that today…. son and I did a little shopping, and since then, my knee had been kind of sore. Tomorrow I have work so I will need to be careful. I am going to bring one of my crutches in case it becomes too much. I just think that’s a good idea.
Past that, my day has been good. Now I am getting ready for bed. Night all. Kitt ☺️
My knee feels better than yesterday. I am glad I had the muscle relaxers.my knee is still sore, and the pressure once I bend it to a certain point is bed, but it is still better than yesterday. I feel that’s all that matters. Tomorrow will be better still. I still used one crutch to walk around with to bed safe today. Two reasons, one, it still hurt to support my weight. But I could support it where I couldn’t last night. Two, we have our two dogs. They were both worried about me and literally walked with me everywhere. I made the slightest noise, and bam, there they were. I’m not complaining per-say, but at 80 pounds and over 100 pounds, yeah, I needed the buffer. Their love can be dangerous with their size. Lol 😆 🤣 😂
Most of the day, I relaxed. I made myself start bending my leg a little during the day. I still walked with it locked so I wouldn’t hurt it. Fear is real. What can I say… Tomorrow, I will force myself to walk as normal as I can. I will keep the one crutch for part of the day in case it starts hurting really bad or the dogs get too close. Seriously, their rails could be registered as lethal weapons. Lol 😆
Lol but it’s true lol
On the bonus side, I got a quote for insurance at 675 dollars. Still to much, but it’s getting cheaper. Yay!!!! Hopefully, the calls tomorrow will be even cheaper.
Plus, I got another set of dragon scales painted for a new egg. I need to take a picture of the 4 that are done so far. There are 3 more to make. Uuugggg, so many!!! But they are coming out so well.
I am calling it an early night. Good night and sweet dreams all! Kitt ☺️
How has a failure, or apparent failure, set you up for later success?
I answered this the first time I saw it a while back. I have a new answer today, though…
My outlook in some areas of life has held me back. I tend to get excited about something, then burn out on it. Seeing the trend, though, has helped me do better with the side business.
I am looking for the signs of burnout. I am looking for things that I can and can not control. I think both are important to know and not only deal with but also accept.
Without the acceptance of my past, I am not going to get strong enough to make this business work. I need to keep my eyes, ears, and mind open. Kitt ☺️